| DOVER IN 18DAYS! |
[Jul. 17th, 2008|01:44 am] |
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| | wonderwall - oasis | ] |
OMG! I AM SO STOKED!
PRIORITY LIST*
[]PIER JUMPING
[]SMORES!
[]SKINNY DIPPING
[]SEA DOOING
[]SAND ANGELS
[]HAND OUT RESUMES FOR NEXT SUMMER
10days in Dover WILL NOT be long enough .. not even close
I hope I can find a job there for next summer.
BEACHBUM FOREVER*
  
*AND EVER AND EVER |
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[Mar. 14th, 2008|02:46 am] |
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Just as I thought; he didn't give up on us.
I knew that wasn't it. It could not have been.
Its hard to describe this feeling.
Its like .. going on vacation (a horrible one where everything that could have gone wrong went wrong) and then coming back home where everything is so familiar so comfortable so ----
.TRUTH.
You dont realize what you have until you lose it.
ILU,PKS*
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[Feb. 28th, 2008|01:51 pm] |
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We broke up monday.
When the words "It seems like we're drifting apart" began to form out of his mouth I completely froze and didnt know what to say or do but let my emotions pour out of me. I knew what was coming..I remember looking into his eyes and seeing nothing but discomfort and frustration...
My only thoughts at the time was; this isnt happening...It cant be. Its a hallucination, all of it.
All I can do is accept the fact that he has alot of things going on his life...(when he's got his mind set on something its not easy to change it)starting his course on monday and then starting a new job. He wont have time to be in a relationship...Like he said. He's turning 20 this year and still doesnt know what he wants to do with his life. I completely understand where he's coming from and I could just imagine how scary that is for him.
I remember storming out of his house staring down at my feet mourning asking myself, what have I have done? Or what could I have done to prevent all this from happening...nothing. I cant change the way he feels
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It'll take sometime for me to learn to accept the way things are.
I cant complain. Im SO grateful that he wants to be friends, hang out and talk. We need some time to think things through.
Truthfully, his happiness means more to me than my own even if that means we cant go back to the way things were. I'm still young and I dont want to waste my youth worrying about what would and could have been. I miss him and Im wreck..I have trouble sleeping and eating..Thats normal, I guess
I have faith and Im not giving in. Just knowing that he still wants to be very good friends is enough and it shows that he hasnt completely given up. I hope that one day we can pick up where we left off...A part of me believes that its possible. Til then, Ill be waiting.
I'll always love him and I'll always remember the good times we shared and the good times that have yet to come.
05.1.05 - 02.26.07
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[May. 20th, 2007|01:06 am] |
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oh livejournal it has been awhile.
how is everyone? miss me?
I know i've missed YOU all.
comments are expected. =)
xox
love you all. |
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| I'm bored |
[Mar. 16th, 2007|07:54 pm] |
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Beauty lies behind your eyes. You are probably
already beautiful on the outside, but deep
inside you posess a beauty more radiant than
any outer beauty could be.
What lies behind your eyes?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| another quiz .. |
[Mar. 16th, 2007|07:47 pm] |
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| |  prepyyyy | ] |
Type of soul
Energetic!!!
You are full of life, energy, and are very bright! You love to smile and enjoy life! You love to laugh and have fun, and you love to smile! You really like to cheer, and support others! You are well liked, and are very optmistic! You probably cheer in a sport! Also you are beautiful, and loud! You are a open person who loves to talk, about what is going on in your life! You are also a happy, peppy, active person, who never gives up once committed! You may be in love with someone very special, and you care for him/her very much!
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| its been a while lj friends .. |
[Mar. 5th, 2007|11:49 am] |
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You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day! You are very kind and a real people
person because you have several friends (or
atleast should). You're cheery nature makes
you lovable and your stunning looks are sweet
and stand out. (please forgive me if you
cannot see the pics. If you go to my userpage
then you can see your result picture at the
bottom)
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| READ ME! |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|03:56 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
I'm going to get my G1 soon!
I'm such a youngin .
Anyway. I honestly can't wait.
I'm done reading the book.
All I need to do is write the test.
which i cant do at any time i want...
I'm also looking for a part-time job
so i can save up for a car. nothing 2 special just a car...
something not to old and def. not something new.
My dad was telling me that it wouldn't be wise for a new driver to buy a new car ... I can understand that.
WOW.
It seems like just yesterday i was mushing paint in my hands and running from boys cause they had the "cottiez"
but still...
I miss those days.
We grow up SO fast.
"The Ministry of Education requires students starting grade 9 as of September 1999 to complete 40 hours of community involvement."
this means ... you CANNOT graduate high school unless you have completed your 40 hours of community involvement.
I already have some ideas of where I'd like to serve those hours.
A thrift store?
Art gallery?
Seniors home?
I'll most likely serve them at a local thrift store so when im done serving hours ill apply for a job there.
oooo yay!
I <3 vintage clothing. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2007|05:56 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | brown eyes. | ] |
ANOTHER LOVE SONG<3
...CAUSE * i love him so muchie *
Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
ohhhhhh,
I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too
The way we held each other's hands,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right there and then that you were the one
I know that he loves cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so
I'm so happy, so happy that your in my my life
and baby now that your apart of me
you've showed me
showed me the true meaning of love(the true meaning of love)
and I know he loves me
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so |
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[Feb. 1st, 2007|12:09 pm] |
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a girl can never have one to many pairs of over-sized sun-glasses.
I already have 4.
I will buy 2 of following sun-glasses ... help me pick.
1 Coastline Shades
2 Shine On Shades
3 On Tour Shades
4 Parkside Shades
5 Beach House Shades
okay. now ... please vote
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[Feb. 1st, 2007|10:25 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
 
Got them last weekend.
I have the polka dot beach bag in yellow.
Its totally hawt. Thank you sugar bear! |
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[Jan. 29th, 2007|04:47 pm] |
i've tried everything.
nothing works.
my skin still sucks and is still very dull looking.
what should i do?
help. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2007|06:25 pm] |
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Keep ya head up, oooo child things are gonna get easier
ooooo child things are gonna get brighter...
<3
Peter, sugar...
I love you SO much<3
last night was so much fun.
I'll update later. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2007|07:02 pm] |
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HEY YOU!
YES, you....
CHECK OUT MY NEW LAYOUT.
IT'S TOTALLY HAWT! <3
PURRRRPLE INFATUATION.
PURPLE.POLKA DOTS. CUTE AND SIMPLE.
I.HEART.MY.ICON<3
I LOVE YOU, LIVEJOURNAL GIRLS<3333 |
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| HELP. ME. |
[Jan. 21st, 2007|04:37 pm] |
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BORED
Stayed home last night...
Yeah, i know....I'M SO MUCH FUN.
GUH! I need to do something tonight.
I'll update more later. <3333 - xox |
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| ::HAVE YOU EVER:: |
[Jan. 20th, 2007|05:03 pm] |
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| |  numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | angel - shaggy | ] |
"Have You Ever?"
[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep |
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[Jan. 19th, 2007|05:10 pm] |
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| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | something really loud coming from Andrew's room. | ] |
26 Things a Sweet Guy Would Do
o1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
o2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.
o3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.
o4. Give you the remote control during the game.
o5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly
against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear
o6. Play with your hair.
o7. His hands will always find yours.
o8. Be cute when he really wants something.
o9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14................ Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when
you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot. : ]
17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally >do just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21................ Always give you a peck on the cheek when you
depart from each other's company-even when friends are watching.
22. Sing even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing loudly, drinking, or drugs just because
he loves you enough to quit! |
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